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.He stood there shining and Yvette began to blacken and peel in his arms.He smiled at us."God has not forsaken me.Only my fear kept me in thrall to her all these years."Yvette twisted in his arms, tried to get away, but he held her tight.He dropped to his knees, bowing his head while she fought him.She burned, skin peeling back from her bones, and still she screamed.The stench of burning hair and cooking flesh filled the room, but there was almost no smoke, just heat building.Making everyone in the room move back from them.Finally, mercifully, Yvette stopped moving, stopped screaming.I think Warrick was praying while she shrieked and writhed and burned.The blue flames roared almost to the ceiling, then changed color.They became pure yellow-orange, the color of ordinary flame.I remembered McKinnon's story of how the firebug had burned once the fire changed color."Warrick, Warrick, let her go.You'll burn with her."Warrick's voice came one last time."I do not fear God's embrace.He demands sacrifice, but he is merciful." He never screamed.The fire began to eat at him, but he never made a sound.In that silence we heard a different voice.A high-pitched screaming, low and wordless, pitiless, hopeless.Yvette was still alive.Someone finally asked if there was a fire extinguisher.Jason said, "No, there isn't." I looked at him across the room, and he met my gaze.We stared at each other and I knew that he knew exactly where the fire extinguisher was.Jean-Claude, whose hand I was still holding, knew where it was.Hell, I knew where it was.None of us went running.We let her burn.We let them both burn.Warrick I would have saved if I could have, but Yvette -- Burn, baby, burn.53The council went home.We had the word of two members that we would not be bothered again.I wasn't sure I trusted them, but it was the best we were going to get.Richard and I are meeting regularly with Jean-Claude, learning how to control the marks.I still can't control the munin, but I'm working on it, and Richard is helping me.We're trying to be less nasty to one another.He's gone out of state for the rest of the summer to finish work on his master's degree in preternatural biology.Hard to work on the marks from that big a distance.He's approached the local pack there for possible lupa candidates.I don't know how I feel about that.I'm not even sure it's Richard that I would miss.It's the pack, the lukoi.You can always find another boyfriend, but a new family, especially one this strange, that's a rare gift.All the wereleopards have come on board my bandwagon, even Elizabeth.Surprise, surprise.The leopards call me their Nimir-Ra, leopard queen.Me and Tarzan, huh?I gave Fernando and Liv to Sylvie.Other than a few pieces that Sylvie kept for souvenirs, they're both gone.Nathaniel wanted to move in with me.I'm paying for his apartment.He seems lost without someone to organize his life.Zane, who recovered from his gunshot wounds, says that Nathaniel needs a master or a mistress, that he's what the S & M crowd call a pet.The term means someone who is a step below slave, someone who can't function alone.I'd never heard of such a thing, but it seems to be true, at least for Nathaniel.No, I don't know what I'm going to do with him.Stephen and Vivian are dating.Truthfully, I'd begun to assume Stephen liked guys.Shows how much I know.Asher stayed in St.Louis.Here, strangely, he's among friends.He and Jean-Claude reminisce about things I'd only read about in history books or seen in movies.I suggested Asher see a plastic surgeon.He informed me that the burns could not be healed because they were caused by a holy object.I said, what does it hurt to ask? When he got over the shocking idea that modern technology might be able to do something his own wonderful body could not, he asked.The doctors are hopeful.Jean-Claude and I did christen the bathtub at my new house.Picture white candles glowing everywhere, the light gleaming on his naked chest.The petals of two dozen red roses floating on the surface of the water.That's what I came home to one morning at about three A.M.We played until dawn, when I tucked him into my bed.I stayed with him until the warmth left his body and my nerve broke.Richard is right.I can't give myself completely to Jean-Claude.I can't let him feed.I can't truly share a bed.He is, no matter how lovely, the walking dead.I keep shying away from anything that reminds me too strongly of that fact, like blood-drinking and low body temperatures.Jean-Claude certainly has the keys to my libido, but my heart.Can a walking corpse hold the keys to my heart? No.Yes.Maybe.How the hell should I know?
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